What to Do part 2

I have been struggling with the notion that what I do for a living is not truly what I love doing. This has become more clear to me as I try to define for myself what "I would love to do". What do I love? Am I so far away from my dreams that I can't even name something I love? Let's be clear that when I say "something" I am simply referring to an interest/hobby/passion. I remember dreaming as a child that I wanted to be a horseback rider, as I got a little older I wanted to become a detective. At this point in my life those dreams are definitely furthest from becoming a reality. I've had a lot of dreams since then, and I have done well in pursuing them, but the excessive success did not become reality fast enough for my young self. As I sit here today, even those dreams are pretty far away. All of my previous pursuits would require a redo from the gate, because all licenses expire. I feel like I need to dream up a new dream, but the pressure is exorbitant!! I am stressing myself out trying to come up with a dream! That is how far away from my souls passion I am. I have asked for a little guidance in this area. DREAM BIG OPTION 1 If I had all the money world, what would I be doing tomorrow instead of getting up at 5:30am and going to work? I would be taking my kids on a learning adventure. Let's back up. First I would go outside breathe in some fresh air as I looked out over the expanse of my land. I would exercise in my own home, THEN I would take my kids on an adventure. Hmmm..OK so the next day. I ,................,......don't know. I can only see work. Except for my investing ideas. I imagine I have a variety of business investments, that all bring in money. I don't have to "work" at anything. I can do that. The "how" has always stopped me. You need money to make money, at least that's how it feels. That can't be true. I need to find a way to do that.