To do this I need my health. I need to have strength to be active. I need to have the energy to follow through with what I want. I need to exercise and eat right. I need to want this for myself. If I want more time with my kids I need to be healthy enough to provide it for them.
I need to practice my writing as I am today. I have spent enough time getting the list of contests together it would be a waste of previously spent time to not follow through with this. I don't really know how much time it will take me to write each one. I need that window of dedicated time to do so though. This might not make any money, but writing is a great hobby that can be honed. I will take time each week to work on my video game that I want to create. I need to carve a notch of time to do this. When? I don't know yet.
During the next week, month, 6 months I will work diligently to create the reality that I want. Health, freedom, knowledge, love and family.
Tomorrow is the first day. Tonight is the first night.
These tasks might sound insignificant, but they feel like mountains on most days.
To take better care of me, I will wash my face twice a day, I will brush my teeth twice a day, I will shower daily.
To take care of my children I will have dinner with them very night. I will make sure they brush their teeth twice a day. I will make sure they get enough sleep, and they will have stories read to them every night.
I am already overwhelmed by my small task list. I start tonight.
I have let my physical strength go for so long that I will start with walking and yoga stretches. Daily? Daily.
At least I have my writing out of the way for tonight.
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